Story of Life

Do you know what love is? No actually, I don’t even know I just don’t know My heart is hot, it’s beating and I keep crying What should I do? Should I go to you and kneel before you? I don’t even know I keep searching for you, running, walking But I’m in the same place * Do not you love me- Do not want to forget Though I try to start anew It’s not that easy Our love, my memories, remembrances I can’t even hide it anymore ** Forget the past days We just need to watch over each other We know now- we don’t have to say it to know We just need to shout everyday for the yesterdays that aren’t far away I’m sorry I couldn’t speak- I love you I tried calling multiple times I worried about what I would say Without me knowing When I sleep and wake up, I keep searching for you Look at me, look at me right now I changed so much that it’s awkward but Wait for me- let’s not get too far apart I will promise to the world in front of me

Hmm ..where we begin?        Well, I know what you think, and maybe you know what in my mind. I'm sorry. Yea..we are misunderstanding. You're right, what you say is right. Sometime I feel like that. But, I dont know actually what I'm feel. Yeah..we can begin it again, like usual. Sorry, If I've hurt you.. I just can write it ,because ya this is me ..

              Rabu, 2 Januari 2012                 Hari ini memang bukan hari terakhir gue di sini, tapi kayaknya gue bakalan kangen sama mereka. Siapa sih mereka, siapa lagi, ya anak-anak TPA di rumah gue. Yaah, secara TPA diadakan setiap hari Senin, Rabu, Sabtu dan Ahad, sedangkan gue di rumah cuma sampai hari Jumat mugkin, setelah itu harus balik ke Jogja.                 Sedih juga sih. Jarang-jarang kan gue di rumah, tapi ya nggak apa-apa lah, mau gimana lagi. Yang penting udah ada kengang-kenangan tentang mereka. Kan ya nggak selamanya kita pisah. Paling juga beberapa bulan lagi kita ketemu. Sembari gue selesai ujian nasional.                 Wah, mereka bener-bener istimewa dah. Walaupun kadang juga jengkelin, entah itu brisik, nakal, lari-la...